Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Death in the family

Sorry I haven't posted for a bit...would have been sooner but my grandmother just passed away from lung cancer but she did live a long life. She died at 89 yrs. old. From what I was told I was the only grandchild of hers that would send pics, cards, etc. to her and keep in touch. My aunt told me that my nanny spoke of me often and spoke of a special bond we shared. Thankfully she died peacefully while she slept and all of her children were able to say goodbye to her. She was the last of my grandparents to cross over. So now I won't be able to get anymore letters/cards from her. Makes you appreciate those that are still here with you as you never know how much time you have with them.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Happy Thanksgiving!

Turkey day today for our house. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving here in Canada and I have alot to be thankful about.

Victor. It's always a rough go for us from time to time. Things have been up and down financially and that puts alot of strain and stress on a relationship. But hanging on is better than the alternative and miss out on so much. I'm glad I have someone there to help put a smile on my face and get me through the difficult times.

Isaac. There are countless reasons for me to be thankful for Isaac. The biggest one though is, how he changed my life with his first breath. I stated it the day he was born and I feel the same today…having Isaac was like finding the secret to my life. I was complete when he was born. I fell hopelessly, madly, deeply in love with him the moment I looked in his eyes.

Asia. She is my gift in this life time. I know we wanted another one so my son wouln't be the only child. It took me quite a while to realise just how magical this little daughter of mine is. She is so generous with her love, she fills me up when I am low and holds my hand when I need steadying. She is always willing to help, always willing to give. She is my angel.

Megan. She is my shinging star. I look at her and can't help but smile. She seems to light up the whole room that she is in and one can't help but love her. She constantly fills my life with joy no matter what I may be going through. Sometimes I feel as if my heart would burst.

4. Our house. Not everyone has a home of their own to fall into each day. I am blessed to have a wonderful place to cook food for my family, cuddle with my children at night, and curl up with vic when the house is quiet. I can grow vegies if I wish, and play with my children in the back yard. Create things whether it is meals, crafts, knitting, reading to my kids...the list goes on. Our house is our rock. It is safe and warm and holds all our dreams tightly.

Me. Liking myself has been sort of like riding a rollercoaster. I love the thrill of it, but sometimes those bumps and dips make me sick. I think there will always be moments of myself that I am not proud of. Things I wish I hadn’t said or done. But, in general, I like me. I feel grounded in my faith. I feel loved by my family. I feel confident, secure and honoured in my parenting role. I feel blessed I have someone I can spend the rest of my life with and grow old together, loving each other.

It may not be your Thanksgiving holiday, but it is always a good time to count your blessings. Take the time to take stock of the things in your life that matter most to you. Maybe even let those people know just how special they are to you.

Today I will share our home and our table with friends and family. We will sit down to turkey, stuffing and all the trimmings and good times will be had by all. There will be many missing from our table but not from our minds or hearts.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Pro-life...not just for the unborn

The bill, C-384 is scheduled to come up for debat in the House of Commons here in Canada. If passed it will legalize euthanasia. Our Archbishop went on a open-line radio show and spoke of this. He said that legalizing it would weaken the doctor-patient bond...the trust they have...the confidence that the doctor will do what the Hippocratic Oath has said the doctor will always do...do no harm and uphold one's life.
He's already issued a pastoral letter that was read in parishes and our priest urged us to take a card and send it to our member of Parliment which I have already done. The Archbishop even sat down with local MPs personally.
We need to let everyone know that regardless of the level of illness they have been suffering that they are never ever a burden and always a gift.
Apparently the MPs have said that people are contacting them in large numbers (which is wonderful and hopefully will help them decide not to pass this bill). They said the most effective way to reach out to them (MPs) is pick up the phone, knock on their door or personally write a letter.
The Archbishop feels that Canada suffers from "the tragic spectale" of unlimited access to abortion, which is "a terrible, terrible attack on the dignity of human life" he said. Euthanasia, if legalized, would represent yet another threat to the value of human life.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

St. Rose of Lima

The child who became St. Rose of Lima was born on April 20, 1586, of a Spaniard, Gaspar de Flores, and Maria d'Olivia, a woman who had Inca blood in her veins. The infant, one of ten children born to the couple, was baptized Isabel, after an aunt, Isabel de Herrara, who acted as godmother. This ceremony took place at home, for the baby was extremely weak. Several weeks later the tiny infant was carried to the nearby church of San Sebastian for baptism by the priest, Don Antonio Polanco. By the time she was confirmed by Archbishop Toribio of Lima, the name Isabel had been replaced by Rose, and this was the name now bestowed on her. Rose had a fresh, lovely complexion, and she was worried by the thought that this name had been given as a tribute to her beauty. So sensitive was her conscience that she had genuine scruples over bearing the name, and on one occasion, after hearing someone praise her comeliness, she rubbed pepper into her face to mar it; another time, she put lime on her hands, inducing acute suffering. This was her way—a way conditioned by the time and place—of fighting a temptation of vanity. Such self-imposed cruelties, as we have seen in the lives of some of the other saints, have not been uncommon, particularly among those of a mystical bent.
Rose seems to have taken for her model St. Catherine of Siena, and, like the earlier saint, she experienced so ardent a love of God whenever she was in the present of the Blessed Sacrament that exaltation completely filled her soul. Yet Rose was not without a practical side. Her father had been well-to-do, but when he lost money in mining ventures, the family's fortunes reached a very low ebb. Rose helped out by selling her fine needlework; she also raised beautiful flowers and these too were taken to market. One of her brothers, Ferdinand, was sympathetic and understanding toward this sister who was so markedly "different." As she grew to maturity, her parents were anxious to have Rose marry, and indeed there were several worthy aspirants for her hand. Rose did not wish marriage, and, to end the arguments and offers, she joined the Third Order of St. Dominic, donned the habit, and took a vow of perpetual virginity.
For many years Rose lived virtually as a recluse. There was a little hut in the family garden, and this she used as an oratory. She often wore on her head a circlet of silver studded on the inside with sharp points, in memory of the Lord's crown of thorns. Other forms of penitence which she inflicted on her body were floggings, administered three times daily, the wearing of a hair shirt, and the dragging of a heavy, wooden cross about the garden. She rubbed her lips with gall and often chewed bitter herbs to deaden the sense of taste. Both eating and sleeping were reduced to a minimum. Naturally her health was affected, but the physical disorders which resulted from this regime—stomach ailments, asthma, rheumatism, and fevers—were suffered uncomplainingly. This manner of life offended her family, who preferred their daughter to follow the more conventional and accepted ways of holiness. Finally, when Rose began to tell of visions, revelations, visitations, and voices they deplored her penitential practices more than ever. She endured their disapproval and grew in spiritual fortitude.
In spite of the rigors of her ascetic life, Rose was not wholly detached from happenings around her, and her awareness of the suffering of others often led her to p0rotest against some of the practices of the Spanish overlords. In the new world, the discovery of unbelievable mineral resources was doing little to enrich or ennoble the lives of the Peruvian natives. The gold and silver from this land of El Dorado was being shipped back to strengthen the empire and embellish the palaces and cathedrals of Old Spain, but at its source there was vice, exploitation, and corruption. The natives were oppressed and impoverished, in spite of the missionaries' efforts to alleviate their miseries and to exercise a restraining hand on the governing class. Rose was cognizant of the evils, and spoke out against them fearlessly. Sometimes she brought sick and hungry persons into her own home that she might better care for them.
For fifteen years Rose bore the disapproval and persecution of those close to her, as well as the more severe trial of desolation of soul. At length an examination by priests and physicians was indicated, and this resulted in the judgment that her experiences were indeed supernatural. Rose's last years were passed in the home of a government official, Don Gonzalo de Massa. During an illness towards the end of her life, she was able to pray, "Lord, increase my sufferings, and with them increase Thy love in my heart." This remarkable woman died on August 25, 1617, at the age of thirty-one.
Not until after her death was it known how widely her beneficent influence had extended, and how deeply venerated she was by the common people of Lima. When her body was borne down the street to the cathedral, a great cry of mourning arose from the crowd. For several days it was impossible to perform the ritual of burial on account of the great press of sorrowing citizens around her bier. She was finally laid to rest in the Dominican convent at Lima. Later, when miracles and cures were being attributed to her intervention, the body was transferred to the church of San Domingo. There it reposes today in a special chapel. Rose of Lima was declared patroness of South America and the Philippines; she was canonized by Pope Clement in 1671, August 30 being appointed her feast-day. This holy woman is highly honored in all Spanish-American countries. The emblems associated with her are an anchor, a crown of roses, and a city


Loving God, Saint Rose was a mystic and visionary who received invisible stigmata, and yet she often suffered from the feeling that You were distant. Despite how lonely this felt, she persisted in believing that You were indeed with her all the time, and she continually prayed to grow stronger in her ability to trust You. I ask her to intercede for me when my feelings tell me You are not near, and to pray most powerfully for all those I know who are right now experiencing loneliness because they are unaware of how close You are to them. Open our hearts to the reality of Your intimacy. Saint Rose, pray for us. Amen.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Feast Day of the Queenship of Mary

Dear God, the Feast Day of Mary Our Queen was instituted by Pope Pius XII to consecrate the whole human race to the Immaculate Heart of Mary. I ask our Holy Queen to renew this consecration. Protect each person in this world as the precious child of God that we are. Fight for us against the wickedness and temptations of the devil, convict us of our need for repentance, and lead us to reconciliation through Jesus. O Lord, bring all of humanity under the authority of Mary's queenship. Jesus have mercy on us and on the whole world, and help us to fully use the tools of conversion. Mary our Queen, pray for us. Amen.

Friday, August 21, 2009

Feast Day of St. Pius X

Holy Spirit, Saint Pius X is the pope who authorized children to receive Holy Communion and encouraged everyone to receive the Eucharist as often as possible. During his papacy, he had many heavy responsibilities that increased in difficulty, and he relied on You, saying, "His Power is infinite, and if I lean on him, it will be mine. His Wisdom is infinite, and if I look to Him for counsel, I shall not be deceived." I ask him to pray for my endurance in the responsibilities I face. Remind me to turn to You whenever I feel weak, tired, or discouraged, for You are the source of everything I need. Saint Pius, pray for me. Amen

School Daze!

With the leaves changing colour, falling to the ground and the nights getting chilly, I know that summer is winding down and the beginning of school will be arriving soon. The one thing I dread about that is the cost to get the kids ready for school. Right now I have two out of three that go. In June with their final report cards we are giving next years school supply list. So I wait until the sales begin to come out and compare prices at the different stores. For clothes though I usually try and find them at second hand stores that are close to looking like new. It's the time when I go through their closets and realized my kids grew another ten feet behind my back! LOL! I can usually find quite a few clothes for them all under $20. Also in June when the kids bring all their things home, I go through everything and put things away that they can reuse for next year as well as any extra school supplies they never got around to using. The year before I also tend to get a few extra supplies if I have the extra money for the next school year. The dollar store is great to pick up some of those school supplies. So I do what I can to save money as much as possible to help stretch that dollar as much as I can.